Autokraton or Anarch?

  We always create ideal characters that reflect us and that we like to reflect upon. Anarch was to Ernst…

Boddhisatvas

Giants vaulted their pain to constrict and commit. In art and politics, science, magic and act. Darkness triumphant, slanders them…

Grammar of Sorrow

‘Goodnight’ – I whispered staring deep beyond her closed eyes, as she was covered with a Leopard-imitating fur. She was…

Notes in Divinities

  For it is rather the case that we are enveloped by the divine presence, and we are filled with…

Some Recommended Books

On the Philosopher’s world: The genius lies in taking ideas, re-arranging them and applying them in magical, symbolic, ceremonial activities.…

Blind Man’s Bluff

For so many years, a dervish dance of awe and pain Head swirling, falling to the ground, I tried to…

Historical Metaphysics of Magick

A scholar’s perspective differs from that of a magician. A non-practicioner perspective differs from that of a practicioner. Likewise, that…

On the Purpose of Learning

-What is the purpose of your studies?- -To refine the intellect and rectify the spirit by continuous efforts to discipline…

The Devil in Me

In memory of my love, the last time I wanted to catarthically remind myself of everything, I ended up on…

Widower

‘Being already here, I arrive no more!’ – cried the mystic with great embitterment ‘Therefore be, and you must be!’…

Beauty and the Beast

or a typography of a tragifarce with the end as an innuendo of human stupidity that finished everyone off A…

Over and Away

Droplet in the ocean of celestial fiery motions, As my spirit breaking free, Leave behind the movements of mind, heart…

Fates, or Epoptei

Sun in Cancer, guest of Moon, it emits its nature, Mars Exalted in Capricorn, house a solid throne. Mercury in…

666

Quadriga of Apollo above the portico of the Grand Theater in Warsaw, Poland. If DCLXVI (666) in Mithraism is to…

Lost Drawings

  Be deranged in your love, let nothing constrain you. The chaos of love, let it invade you completely, break…

Hymn to the Sun

  An angel of fire entered the Earthly domain And blinded me with a laugh and a smile As I…

Hermetic Syncretization

Ancient Magickal, Mysteriosophical-Soteriological Systems or Order in Divine Schools of the Ancients. Post-modern magical schools including chaos magick paradigms are…

Formula I and II

Formula I Separation of observation equals relation or analogy/correspondence that is true, false, complimentary, compatible or reversed, while unity of…

Saturnalia Excerpts, Books VI-VII

Saturnalia, Macrobius, Books 6-7, Kaster, Robert, (Harvard University Press: Cambridge, London, 2011) Book vi 1.7-1.9 8. The heavens, meanwhile, revolve…

Salutations

To A philosopher-king who lost everything for loving the world too much, to become a deranged wretch, who hated it…

Gardens

And I stand upright opposed, with wreaths of laurels, the Gods good and gentle My fight vulgar and oppressed, may…

The Stones of Li

  In the days of the old, there was a kingdom called Li. Amongst the mountains and rivers, rich valleys…

Dialogue XI: On the Fall

Fuomo: How may I express, Peripsol, what can’t be untold, yet even in misery felt very lightly, that once was…

Saturnalia Excerpts, Book IV-V

  Macrobius, Ambrosius Theodosius, and Robert A. Kastner. 2011. Saturnalia. 1, 1. Cambridge, Mass: Harvard Univ. Press Saturnalia, Macrobius: Book…

Rotas Tenet Opera

When I put my human mask on To perceive as a mortal being With a cry of a newborn, I…

Drakon

And I, a muted Beast, brings all of their swindles to light. For every work and word would unmask thieves…

Dialogues VII

Fuomo: Conquering this world within, bearing skulls of destroyed attachments, animal instincts and delusions as warning amulets around my neck,…

Proud once.

As the fires swept the human spirit, the ash does not even sing. In these days, did you ever notice…

2016

They’ve sat in silence, he tried to utter a few words to bring the conversation back. She was depressed, heavy-hearted,…

Dialogue VI

Fuomo: I have suffered well throughout years, with all the subjective nightmares that appeared to me objectively in the reality…

Saturnalia Excerpts, Book III

Macrobius, Ambrosius Theodosius, and Robert A. Kastner. 2011. Saturnalia. 1, 1. Cambridge, Mass: Harvard Univ. Press Book III. 2.9-2.14: vitulari…

Dialogue V

Fuomo: In this world there are many religions, many mystical paths, many magickal traditions, how thus understand the way they…

Iram of the Pillars

I loved you, so I drew these tides of Men into my hands And wrote my will across the Sky…

Saturnalia Excerpts, Books I-II

Macrobius, Ambrosius Theodosius, and Robert A. Kastner. 2011. Saturnalia. 1, 1. Cambridge, Mass: Harvard Univ. Press   What greater monument…

Dialogues IV

Fuomo: In a world of order and multitudes that we already agreed on, it is oft that we perceive chaos…

The Old Man

Scene: A man is sitting next to a bricked road, on one of the milestones with his eyes closed and…

Thanathos

I was returning home from a visitation at my friends’ place. I usually switch two night buses on the way.…

Dialogues III: Bad Habits

Fuomo: When one is in a negative state and in hypertrophy develops mental habits, that otherwise would not exist in…

Dialogues II

DRAMATIS PERSONAE: Fuomo – Saturnian angel-intelligencer,vamphyr, who is a philosopher and a mortal human being Peripsol – Solar angel-intelligencer who…

Dialogues

DRAMATIS PERSONAE: Fuomo – Saturnian angel-intelligencer,vamphyr, who is a philosopher and a mortal human being Peripsol – Solar angel-intelligencer who…

Abyss Descent

A cylinder, pound – pounding on my flesh, spiralling in my mind, falling through continuous voids, a vision – amongst…

Impasse of Uncommunicability

Every magickal formula may be stuck, overtaken, filtered, deformed as soon as it is manifest and vibrated. It is useful…

Black Man from Saturn

Dispassionate gaze of the black man from Saturn. When I – him observed me and her in love, embracing, I…

The Cosmic Egg and the Serpent of Time

Bios – Thanathos – Bios: Trice (Life-Descent-Ascent) Me (individuation of initiate) Defender (Aegis) Shield of Zeus-Pater (declaration, and affirmation) -…

Eidokration

Each day I read press, I am glad that I think critically, in an educated, discerning manner about the narrations…

Faces in the Stars

What makes us most unique is the face of our being, the reflection of the soul and our life, the…

Operating System Earth

Let us think for a while about our planet as an operating system with various modules and functional layers that…

Fates and Mixing

Co-dependent co-arising; The frictions and tensions of the karmic vasanas shot throughout existence and being. Cut through these ties, set…

Mindset and Principles

Anyone engaged in any form of craft or art does not become anything of a practitioner if they don’t practice.…